Day 45 – I was travelling before the lockdown happened in India so was on day 10 of my self-isolation without symptoms when the Lockdown was announced on March 24th. I was happy that on my part I had done everything I could. Then I saw the ‘expert opinions’ that started flowing in from leaders, HR professionals, journalists and anyone else who could…
I was wondering what motivated people to share how lovely their food was, what they felt needed to be done and how others were wrong in ways they themselves were not? I was amazed that many of us would call this situation ‘unprecedented’ and have a clear ‘prescription’ handy in the very next sentence. I found my answer in a blog by Victoria Halina (Link https://blog.usejournal.com/the-psychology-of-social-media-why-we-feel-the-need-to-share-18c7d2d1236 ) . Quoting her directly, she writes…
‘According to psychologists Wilcox and Stephen in their paper ‘Are Close Friends the Enemy? Online Social Networks, Self-Esteem, and Self-Control’, sites such as Facebook can increase self-esteem. People tend towards presenting a socially desirable, positive self-view to others when online. In turn, this gives individuals an increase in self-esteem, but a decrease in self-control. It all ties in with the idea of keeping up appearances, and painting a picture to the audience that composes of our friends’ lists and beyond. Individuals can choose the information that they post, and keeping up a certain online identity increases self-esteem, but can mask our true personas. For the narcissist, this feeds into the need to be admired and the more reception a post receives, the more is fed into this type of behaviour. For the anxious, online interactions can translate into real-life interaction, and feed into the anxious feeling of whether people like them or not, corresponding with what kind of reception online posts receive.’
My take away was ‘Keeping up appearances’ as the key intention – How we see ourselves and how we think others see us? This is a question I have struggled with a lot personally, especially after I put on about 30 KGs over 2 years. In usual times, I will buy it if someone says that image matters sometimes even more than substance. But these are NOT usual times as I am sure you have realised.
Therefore, some habits need to die, habits that do not serve us as people any more and keeping up false pretences and ‘holier than thou’ personas tops my list. I am no expert but what I have learnt from hours of work, friends and family calls over the last 45 days is as follows:
All of this has helped me stay sane and focused. It has helped me restart my work and life in this New Normal which may last forever in our collective consciousness as the time we could say what we thought and judgement was replaced by listening and care. That is the choice I am offering you to make for yourself and for the people who matter to you.
These views are mine, they are personal and not that of my employer. I am happy to offer 30 minutes to just listen on call if you want to talk about your imperfections in the hope that it helps you accept your reality and acknowledge that ‘Imperfection is OK’ after all.